Fuck you, you're an idiot!

I'm goddamned sick and tired of certain stupid bitches thinking that having a vagina gives them power...If your  cunt is your only source of power, then lay down and die, please.  You would be doing the taxpaying world a favor if you did, so stop taking the cock, and die already! I don't care who gets offended by this, and I could give a rats ass if somebody decides to "protect" her children by witholding them from such a madman as me... You know who you are, and if this doesn't help you figure it out, then you're even more stupid than I even thought. Your days as a dumbass are numbered, and I'm pretty sure that your time has run out, so stop pointing the finger, get off your ass and do something positive for yourself!  Stop expecting the entire USA to subsidize your fat, stupid ass, and get a fucking JOB!!!!! I know how you hate those of us who work hard, pay our taxes, and sacrifice our time to make a buck, but believe it or fucking not, nobody owes you any-goddamn-thing.

I need all my readers to realize that 5 years ago, I was in a bad place personally, and made a series of decisions, which right now, don't really amount to a fart in a windstorm, all truth be told! I've given time, more money than I care to think about, and sadly, all the love I had to give, all in exchange for a giant steaming pile of dogshit. The recipient of all these things has decided that her jobless, pot-smoking ass is more important than anything else in the world, and I'm fucking goddamned sick of it! She'll probabkly never read this, as reading isn't her strong point. Neither are going to her childs school, making or attending doctors appointments,  waking up in the morning to get the kids on the bus, doing dishes, cooking actual meals, or dealing with her OWN landlord, in any way. For some reason though, I'm still the bad guy, so now its up to all of you to decide....

I'm an asshole because I know about mental illness, and try to take care of my own , which is why I'm here...Its cheaper than a psychiatrist, and it actually helps me feel better, whether you read it or not. I don't blame others for my failings, I don't expect decent, hardworking people to handle my affairs because I'm just too fucking lazy. I don't sit on my ass and smoke pot all day, because I have a JOB, and yes, it takes a lot of my time...Most women bitch about their men having shitty jobs, or no job at all, but I personally get screamed at for even having one...I guess when your entire life has been spent on the government's tab, you learn to be careless with your money, excuse the fuck outta me, I suppose! If you feel like the entire world is against you, then fucking do something about it! Don't just blame the person who is actually paying your bills, see a fucking doctor, take his meds, for better or for worse, but fucking do something MORE than point a finger!!!

In essence, I'm sick of being blamed for every fucking thing under the sun, by ONE person. I'm sick of being put on blast publicly, when I've tried so hard to hide the darkest side of my bad decisions. We all have a price to pay for our sins, and I'll gladly pay my OWN, but don't expect me to pay for any more of your stupid fucking irresponsibilities, or your idiotic judgment calls, which we both know to be bad ideas. If you can't stand your own fucking kids, because they're too much like yourself, THEN STOP FUCKING HAVING THEM!!!!!!! It isn't the JOB of every American citizen to support you and your brood, so get off your fat, lazy ass, and do it your goddamned self!!

This missive COULD apply to any welfare case in the USA, and it should, but for fucks sake, you know who you are, so start taking at least some kind of account of yourself, and stop bleeding the rest of us dry, financially and emotionally both!!!! If you dislike my ideas, feel free to fucking die, as nobody will notice or care anyway....


Love...
            David

Wishes...

I have so many wishes, but I already know that none of them will ever come true. I wish I were richer, I wish I were better with relationships, I wish we could overhaul the American government, I wish I had a much bigger dick (back to relationships, I guess haha).

We all wish for something better, we all wish for something bigger, we all wish for rainbows and unicorns and shit, but to no avail for me, anyway. We all have wishes, but it seems that I only see the other peoples wishes coming true...fuck....

I want desperately to believe in something better, but I swear, it seems that the harder I try, the bigger I fail. Seems like whining right now, but just wait till it hits you too! The only headway I've made lately is in my career, which also kinda sucks, because of what I had to give up in exchange.....fuck me again...

I'm glad that things are working out well for all of my friends, don't get me wrong,  I love you all, and wish you the best, I promise...But when is it MY turn?!?  When can I fail in a slightly less grand fashion? When can I have my cake and eat it too?  When is it my turn to actually enjoy my life? Why Jesus, why?!!!!?

In summary; I love my people, and wish all of you the very best of life, but I also want my share of the pie, no more, no less. Please stop expecting people like me to take care of your needs, but neglect our own. Please stop being assholes when you go out to eat. Please read this, and maybe understand me a little better, or even understand yourself a bit more, because knowing yourself means knowing everyone else too...take it to heart, because its true...


I love you all, except those of you whom I want to die....you know who you are...


Dave....