I have so many wishes, but I already know that none of them will ever come true. I wish I were richer, I wish I were better with relationships, I wish we could overhaul the American government, I wish I had a much bigger dick (back to relationships, I guess haha).
We all wish for something better, we all wish for something bigger, we all wish for rainbows and unicorns and shit, but to no avail for me, anyway. We all have wishes, but it seems that I only see the other peoples wishes coming true...fuck....
I want desperately to believe in something better, but I swear, it seems that the harder I try, the bigger I fail. Seems like whining right now, but just wait till it hits you too! The only headway I've made lately is in my career, which also kinda sucks, because of what I had to give up in exchange.....fuck me again...
I'm glad that things are working out well for all of my friends, don't get me wrong, I love you all, and wish you the best, I promise...But when is it MY turn?!? When can I fail in a slightly less grand fashion? When can I have my cake and eat it too? When is it my turn to actually enjoy my life? Why Jesus, why?!!!!?
In summary; I love my people, and wish all of you the very best of life, but I also want my share of the pie, no more, no less. Please stop expecting people like me to take care of your needs, but neglect our own. Please stop being assholes when you go out to eat. Please read this, and maybe understand me a little better, or even understand yourself a bit more, because knowing yourself means knowing everyone else too...take it to heart, because its true...
I love you all, except those of you whom I want to die....you know who you are...
Dave....
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