There's nothing in the world like the feel of defeat. I know it all too well. Sometimes you just have to give up, and call it quits. There's no feeling in the world like the feel of victory, but the feel of defeat can always trump that one...haha. Sometimes you lose, not because you didn't give it your best, but because you were meant to lose...
I'm coming to the conclusion that I'm definitely meant to lose.. Its mainly because I love someone who hates me, and not because I'm an asshole, but for all the things I stand for. I can't help it that I love the idea of honor,and dignity, and respectability. I also cannot force those ideas upon someone else, thats all..
Maybe I'm a knight errant, but I feel like a knight appointed, and that makes all the difference. Find me failing if you will,, but fuck you too...I still have my honor, if not my dignity.these days.
I hope that all of you reading this realize that I'm only slightly broken by the system, Never subjugated, never enslaved, at least by the system, anway. I also hope that one person reading this realises that I've tried all my life to be a knight, not a knave.
Honor, dignity, and prosperity...those have always been my ideals, I just wish that some other people could share those ideals....
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